Saturday, January 21, 2006 :::
 

I could have went out to CA to see my baby girl but I have a meeting on Feb 1st and I have the CASE screening of "Blood Kiss." Can't tell you how much I would have liked to get away for a while. Still, everything here is going good. I am meeting with the right people.

I even heard from a little brunette I have a "thing" for. It's kind of complicated, so I'll go into it later. If there is a "it" to go into.

I have a new potential sponsor meeting this Monday. And I have to do some rewrites on the Dark scripts. The new director is excited. Which is good. I am just tired. The BUSINESS of Show Business is wearing me down. Still, I feel things coming together so I have to just get my second wind.

My blonde consigliere will be on the news in a few hours. That girl is shamless when it comes to promotion. AND THAT IS A GOOD THING.

Met a new "open minded" group of folks. Which is really nice. They are a lot nicer to me than those other folks whom I may be seeing soon. I have to remember to be civil, but keep quiet. I don't want to be one of those type of people who start unnecessary confrontations. Honestly, I don't even feel comfortable saying Hi to certain folk. So it is best not to say anything at all and keep moving.

Years ago, I read Ralph Ellison's "Invisble Man." It is very haunting to be treated like a non-person. Also there was a new Twilight Zone or Outer Limits episode where a person who committed a crime was ignored by Society. People would walk right by them without saying hello or even acknowledging them. So I feel this is the best course of action. When you seperate yourselves from people, you do so for a good reason.

Still, the biz community I am around now is quite helpful. I just have to get ready for my Feb 1st thing. Got some plans for it. And I have been inviting my "network" of people. At least the ones who aren't "invisble."

::: posted by Alex at 1:24 AM