Saturday, November 19, 2005 :::
 

Met a Bewitching little girl. She and I had coffee and we talked business and I opened up about some things. Which was nice. She's nice and needs some direction, so I'd like to help her out. Just Because.

Been meeting with the right people and working on being Cleveland's first Film Czar. What exactly is a Film Czar, well, I'll go into that more later on. I have my proposal done and now I have to draw up some specific plans for a Meeting with the City the first week of December. So, I been reading up a lot on the new Mayor and politics is not my forte, but I will do what I have to do to get the job done.

It is interesting that sometimes you go in directions you didn't plan on going in and
you take on more responsibility than you'd like to.

I just wanted to be a writer. Still, well, I'm tied now. I have to go somewhere new in the morning.

I feel like things are leading me in a certain direction. I had deja vu yesterday. Been having that a lot lately. I know I been working out in my mind being in the film biz since I was a little kid, but in talking to a buddy of mine yesterday, I felt like I had been there before or dreamed it... It's kind of scary when that happens.

Which is why I probably don't like to sleep. I been living my dream during my waking hours and sometimes in my sleep I dream ahead. Or I feel like my dreams are almost like visions of the future. Not that I believe in that, but it does seem weird to get glimpses of things. Maybe it's cause the line between our subconscious and conscious mind aren't as sharp as we'd like to believe. Then again, I'm just tired and I think too much.

I know I do a lot, but sometimes I have way too much time on my hands.

::: posted by Alex at 11:21 PM