Friday, September 30, 2005 :::
 

So what does I love you mean. I been talking to a blonde actress I know. So I started saying I love you and she says it back to me. It is just e-mail, but being a writer, I take words seriously. And last time, we saw each other, we kissed. and kissed and kissed some more. She has been through some things and I am sure it is some love there for me, but I'm just not sure.

I grew up traditionally. You know, family and kids being the goal. So, still the older I got, the more cynical I got about thing. And we won't mention Laura this time. I still miss her, but well when your wife stops wearign her ring, that's never a good sign.

Anyway, not sure what things mean with this blonde. I guess, I'll find out when I see her.

Still, the business side of things is easier to deal with. Got my fiscal agent, so I can go after some non-profit dollars for the studio fund. I believe I can pull this off and get the STUDIO up and running.

Of course, I am always haunted by the end of "What Makes Sammy Run." Where Sammy Glick got everything he wanted.

::: posted by Alex at 9:24 PM

Wednesday, September 28, 2005 :::
 

Finished the proposal for some new funding so now I have to get it out there. I have stopped shooting to work on getting funds into place. Hey, it is a business. Missed a meeting today. I think I got the coffee shop mixed up. Tomorrow supposed to see a blonde I know from LA.

::: posted by Alex at 5:46 PM