Wednesday, July 27, 2005 :::
 

Not afraid to say how stupid I am here. Well, first things first. The show is going good and the networks and sponsors are lining up just right. So, we'll be on soon. Have to do some polishing on the show right now.

Now, all things aside, I should know not to tell happy things to "Some People." That is my stupid part here. I'm not trying to brag about things, but I was talking to Some People and I mentioned happy things and then they had to remind me how bad my life is. Now, me being the person that I am just thought they had an interesting look at my life (which is not perfect, but certainly not bad). Sure I'm not perfect, but I am doing things and others are not.

Which brings me to Some People. They aren't doing anything, so my Mother in her infinite wisdom reminded me that sometimes when Some People say "They are saying things about you..." What they really mean is "This is what I think of you. " And my Mother reminded me that "Misery loves company." So cause Some People are doing Nothing and Miserable, they want you to be the same way.

So now, I have learned to talk to Some People about other things that have nothing to do with the show.

All in all, I wasn't trying to brag or rub things in Some People's face. It is just things are going well and in some areas better than planned so I got happy and started to talk. I mean you are supposed to be able to share things with Some People especially if they are friends. I guess I really don't understand it when People can't be happy for other people. Besides the only thing holding Some People back is not a lack of talent. It is just a lack of drive. This is a hard business and takes a lot of time and sacrifices and if you are not willing to do that, then how can you expect success.

Well, anyway, I just have to learn to keep my Mouth closed. Although that is easy at times, this is a Public Business and People, even Some People will know what you are up to. Still from now on, they can read it online or see it on TV, but they won't hear it from me.

At 11am, my team comes over and we go to shoot a scene.

Also the Party is tomorrow. And I have to get a tape out to the Network next week.

So here, I can say things I can't say to Some People. Wild that you can be free on the Net and not with Some People who are supposedly Friends. Well, such is life.

::: posted by Alex at 1:17 AM